Episode 50 – Doppelgangland

She came for me
and I came for her.
We were lovers
for awhile,

the dark
and the light.

Awakening
in butterflies and daisies,
she didn’t know where
she’d been.

Who would you be if I weren’t me,
asking why you stole my boyfriend?

I try to send her back
to a world more tolerant,
but her charm
has lost its way.

Pink sweater,
banana,
orange backpack.

A fold in time
and it could be

leather pants,
red lips,
black fingernails.

Returning to the dark,
it overtakes her
and, once again,
she is dust.

Episode 49 – Consequences

Awakening to count sheep
in my pajamas,
unable to replace
bad deeds with good,

I lie to you.
Number three and a handshake,
told in shadows and tones.

Guilt holds me under
‘til my body rises,
pain deep in the center
like a rock.

He takes her
to the hilltop
in chains,

but she won’t listen.
She’s a brick,
all softness gone.

Thin lines,
not always drugs,
prove still addictive

and, having a long time fear of water,
drown me in my own guilt,

calling from the darkness
as I sink below.

Episode 48 – Bad Girls

expectations
are like handcuffs
with no key

leaving you tied
to your bed in a
compromising position

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I want to grunt
and bury my hands
up to the armpits,

sway my hips
and dance my legs
around you

‘til I’m stained,
past possible
to clean.

Then I’ll come again,
blue and billowy
before you,

push my hair
behind one ear,
you sweet young thing.

So scrubbed
and oh so damaged.
Faded stains,
but never clean.